Today I woke up thinking, “I don’t even know where to begin.  I’m so tired today.  My body hurts and I have so much to do.  I promised I would spend a short time reading scriptures in the morning as a way to start my day.  But where even to begin??  God, I’m simply overwhelmed.”

Then God showed me Psalms 1 though 5.   I read through the chapters kind of absentmindedly.  But immediately one scripture jumped out: Ps. 5:3  My voice you shall hear in the morning, O LORD; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto you, and will look up. 

Ok, ok, I get it.  Sorry, God.  So, now I’m listening.  I went back over the verses one by one, really  listening this time, starting at Ps. 1:1.
Ps. 1:1 Blessed is the man who walks NOT in the counsel of the ungodly, essentially avoiding a life of sin, but delights in the law of the LORD.  Blessed.  Right.  I forgot you blessed us when we try hard to do all we can to follow you,  LORD.  The Amplified Bible says blessed = happy, fortunate, prosperous, and enviable.  

So God nudges me and says, “See!  So what are you worried about??”  Then it continues… Ps. 1:3 And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, (that means strong, refreshed and healthy and beautiful) bringing forth his fruit in his season (wow, I really will be useful and produce something of value – when it’s time, but I’ve got to be patient) : his leaf shall not wither  (being continually refreshed by God’s living water, I won’t grow weak and fall apart and be useless and ugly) ; and whatsoever he does shall prosper.  (oh YEAH! That’s what I needed to hear!  What so ever I do.  That means this crazy project, too!)

Ok, so I’ve got to say connected to the river so I can stay strong and refreshed.  And I’ve got to trust that it will all work out fine and in spite of what I see or feel right now, trust that I will prosper in everything, especially this thing.

Ok, God.  Got it!  Thank you!
 

O Father, you are so awesome.  You have prepared a way for me to go.  O beautiful Spirit, you are so lovely.  You have revealed that way to me.  O Word of God, my precious Saviour, you are that Way and you alone will I follow.

Thank you for choosing me.  Thank you for loving and leading me.  Bless me again, this day, I pray.  Amen.